I am no juggeler of sorts

17 days and i think... too much!

I cannot help but wonder where all the time has gone since it was decided that i would go continent hopping... but then again it does not surprise me that it has seeing as i know myself well enough to say that i just work better under some sort of stress! I really am a last minute guy for better or for worse... but this time it feels like im in a tid bit too much over my head looking at the scale of things, not just because im leaving soon and i dont feel entirelly ready but beacause christmas is in 8 days followed by new years and i still havent bought all the christmas presents nor picked out all of the different programs that i want to apply to for the start of school next fall! and on top of that i am not entirely sure what i want to do with my life... though as i have been assured, it all supposedly works out along the way!

So as i sit at home with these various debacles spinning in the air, thinking of how to tackle them in the best possible way without having it come back at me, i realize that though these decision are of importance to me and are completely in control of my life at this time; they are not the end of the world type stuff! I mean i might not be the best juggeler of sorts but hey... sometimes you gotta take a few hits before you learn how to juggle and i guess for me... that time has finally come! BLOG OUT